Christmas Blues

I am having a serious case of Christmas time Blues! I have so much to celebrate and be thankful for, but I have a lot to be depressed about at the same time. I wake up so many times and wonder how my life got to be like this, are some people just destined to be unhappy?

Have I done something in a previous life that I'm paying for now? Some unpaid balance left over that I will forever be trying to repay? I keep waiting for someone to save me, so far all that has got me was a sore behind from sitting. Please, God make it better!