Tonight

Tonight...
Tonight will be the last night... The last night I will relive our last time together....
Tonight will be the last night that I beg God to send you back to me.... The last night that I will criticize myself for not being what you wanted....
Tonight will be the last night that I wonder how you are... What you are doing and whom you are with... The last night I will torment myself of thoughts of you in another's arms....
Tonight will be the last night I wonder why you are unable to love me.... The last night that I will think of myself as "unlovable."
Tonight will be the last time I cry like a wounded animal till I fall asleep.... The last night that I toss and turn with thoughts of you....
Tonight I will free myself of you... YOU who turned and walked away without so much as a glance....
Tonight I let you go....