A Life Unlived

Sometimes, I think my life sucks! I am forever stuck in nothingness and who's fault is it? Oh, it's mine, no doubt about it. I struggle with wanting to get out and do things and the actual process of trying to figure out who with and what to do. I do nothing. I go nowhere and I have no one to blame but myself. I vow every week that this weekend will be the one that I do something. Is it? Hell no. I just sit and wonder why my life is so blahhh!!!

Every Monday when I go into work, someone will ask how was my weekend and I just say I survived. I am so tired of just being here.

There has to more to life than this.