A Life Unlived

Sometimes, I think my life sucks! I am forever stuck in nothingness and who's fault is it? Oh, it's mine, no doubt about it. I struggle with wanting to get out and do things and the actual process of trying to figure out who with and what to do. I do nothing. I go nowhere and I have no one to blame but myself. I vow every week that this weekend will be the one that I do something. Is it? Hell no. I just sit and wonder why my life is so blahhh!!!

Every Monday when I go into work, someone will ask how was my weekend and I just say I survived. I am so tired of just being here.

There has to more to life than this.

Thank God for my Dog!!!

Oh, this dog has saved my life and I send up a Prayer everyday to say Thank You to God for sending him to me. I had never considered myself very lucky, but everytime I look at him I know that I must be the luckiest girl in the world to have him with me. If God made a sweeter soul, He kept him for himself because I know I have the best dog here on earth.

Just Living Life and Going On...

Isn't life funny? There have been times when I've posted that I have been crying so hard I couldn't see to type, I thought I would never survive my life. But that what makes life such a big mystery, it just goes on. The world hasn't stopped once for all of my problems, life pulls us along. Sometimes kicking and screaming, but usually just unnoticed. And that's where I'm at, just unnoticed. I feel like I should jump up and down sometimes so that someone notices that I'm here, but then who cares? Everyone is so busy living there own life, that we just don't have time for each other.

I'm here...